You May Get
Possible Eating Disorder
I skip my meal for that.
I really want to look that way.
I am good the way I am.
I don't want to be as fat as I am.
I always want a full meal.
I eat even more.
Starving. I'll go and binge...then purge.
Good. But not good enough.
As if I am dying
I hate them.
I just take a look at them.
I use them for hair only.
I see disgusting teeth and hair especially.
Laugh. Me? A problem with food? Yeah, right!
Shout and scream. Why can't they just leave me alone?
It never works for me.
I'd like to. I wouldn't have the willpower.
It's disgusting and wrong!
I'd do anything to lose weight- sounds good.
I think I am in more control when I'm hungry.
Starving myself causes me a trace of control in my own life.
There's no relation.
Purging gives me control.
Chew and spit, of course. You get the taste and not the calories.
Eat them as quickly as possible...like I'm out of control.
Eat them one at a time and savor them! Delicious! I smile like I'm grateful, then throw them away.
Eat a few and then vomit.
Quite a lot- but I'm always, always gaining!
I don't weigh myself!
At least once- it's compulsive.
After I've purged